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Spock's Lament

J. M. Lane



(to tune of "I Don't Know How to Love Him" from JESUS CHRIST SUPERSTAR)

I do not know how to love her
What to do, how to tell her
I have changed, really changed
In these past several days when I see myself
I seem like someone else

I do not know how to handle this
I do not see why she moves me
She is a woman, only a woman
and I have known many women before
In many ways she is just one more

Shall I tell her how I feel
I cannot scream and shout
Should I speak of love, allow my feelings to show?
I never thought it would come to this
What is happening to me?

But when she says she loves me
I am lost, I am frightened
I just cannot cope
What am I to do?
What can I do?

I must say it is rather strange
That I should be in such a position
When I am the one who has always been
So calm and cool, no lover's fool
Running every show

But she scares me so
I turn my head and back away
I do not want to know
She scares me, but
My feelings cannot be denied
I want her so
I love her so

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